A few weeks ago, I remember looking for a new something (tv show, book, celeb, movie.. basta whatever) to go fannish over.
Yeah, it's an affliction of some sort. My affliction.
Fall TV season is still months away and for me, that's too long a wait.
I need something to look forward to, something to jumpstart my energy level, something to keep me stupidly smiling all for most part of the day.
I need it to feed the rabid journalist wannabe in me.
Weylll, I think I might have gotten more than what I've bargained for.
One lazy Sunday afternoon, I've unexpectedly stumbled upon a new fandom. And after two weeks of being in hyper research mode, I'm afraid I have fallen headoverheels toptotwinkletoes addicted to it.
Hindi funny ha. Even I don't understand it. I mean... halllerrrr I don't like reality tv. I don't watch star search kind of shows. It's why I didn't get caught up in Survivor and Amazing Race and why I didn't even bother with Starstruck or SCQ. Not to mention American Idol and the barrage of local versions it spawned.
It's not that nagfi-feeling elitist ako. Or that I don't appreciate raw talent or feel a certain morbid fascination while watching competitive "team" spirit at its worst.
It's the whole backbiting, scheming and moneymaking politicking in those contests that turn me off. I don't like investing in and rooting for an obviously talented contestant for weeks on end only to watch in slow motion and sit in stony silence as the not-so-talented-yet-popular-and/or-rich contestant bring home the bacon millions.
Pweh.
At isa pang pweh.
I know that the world is anything but fair pero it still breaks my heart when shit like these happens.
Kaya this whole SCQ thing?
Yeah, it's baffling.
Imagine. I haven't watched a single ep of the contest. I've only seen a few minutes of Fanatic before launching onto nethead mode.
Yet now, I've all the signs and symptoms of a junkie.
And sa lagay na yan, I don't even get to watch MTB and Reload on account of me still being at the office.
Ohgod, I am junkie.
Oo, Ok Ako!
Yata.
I mean, I won't deny that I'm no stranger to fangurling on local celebs. I distinctly remember going through roughly the same thing with Gimik.
*cringe*
Pero duuuude.. nung highschool pa yun eh. So parang feeling ko, meron pa kong *ahem* "excuse" sa pinaggagagawa ko dati. *lolz* At nung humupa na nga ang "kahibangan" ko, ipinangako ko sa aking sarili na, "never again" akong magpapaka-"fan" nang ganoon. Unang una, magastos. Yung tipong bibili ka ng mga kung anik anik na fan magazine "for collection's sake." Pangalawa, nakakapagod. Kasi shempre, asa Pinas ka, asa Pinas rin sila. Alangan namang hindi mo naising masiyalan at magpa-autograph *snicker* man lang sa kanila?! Pangatlo, lubhang nakakapagod talaga. Dusa ang aabutin mo maging bahagi lang ng live audience ng mga lech na noontime show/fans day na yan. At shempre, papayagan ba naman ako ng mga magulang ko na mag-isa pumunta?
Diosme.
*facepalm*
Basta, kahila-hilakbot ang Gimik days ko noon.
Kaya nga ayoko na sanang maulit pa yun.
Ngunit batay sa mga kaganapan sa aking buhay nitong mga nakaraang araw, masasabi kong huli na yata ang lahat.
Kay bilis ng mga pangyayari!
Ibang lebel na itoh. Lubhang nakawiwindang 'teh.
/ 8th WORLD WONDER
PROFILE: I am blah from class here and is born on
00/00/00, time. and so love me like this. I was so cute, I am totally an element that you'd never
ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in
your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run
away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well, when
love sync (elissa) let me hear Cry-Rihanna, i have been like addicted to it like drugs- oh wait.
it's worse than drugs, it's better, more addictive than drugs. listen to that song! and this is one
of my last blogskin that i will produce until the EOYs of 2008, cause i flunked Biology, ARGHS! OMG
I SURE DIE LIKE !@#$% and i am emo now like under ltos of peer pressure and bad
seniors.
having been in hwa chong institution (just like make it long so
you can preview a long post or wad that fits right down underneath which i think i shall crap all
day today) my eyes have been wanting to close since 20:00 (8PM)), I was so tired, cause the syllabus
in hwachong is really so hard that no one can sleep really well. The new CSE classes (aka. Centre
for Scholaristic Excellence) and is also known for it's famous nickname Cannot Sleep Everyday or
Early. Is like even the teachers know, so the homework is reduced, but it's like OMG! will die, this
year already so hard, next year i say "die!" mati already lar. arghs!NEXT, A RIOT OF COLORS, WHAT DO
YOU THINK OF ME. AND I KNOW THAT I BRUISE EASILY. LEAP OF FATE LIKE i never know and i'm learning to
fly and a safety net to cushion the blow. and i feel so suicidal and note "I BRUISE EASILY" and be
gentle when you handle me.
hello once again, i have been having nightmares,no one is doing
work for my project , whcih is true. supposed to do "family planning" is like whatever lar, when
will we be able to use it not like very soon we are gonna have kids, settle down, earn money have
NSman relief or whatsoever or even Children Relief, is like wtf. I am eating CIGAR ROLLS, they are
vilina flavoured and jsut finished my bowl of ice cream which tasted so mixed, haha btu it was ncie
to me (: I like mix of flavours liek suddenly a RIOT of colors and A EXPLOSION of taste! I mean like
it's really impactful come to think about it, and cause my project has to be handed in by friday so
i shall rush typign finish this retarded paragraph. like hello! ello! buhello! darkdegree will go on
HIATUS soon. and i am so emo, i feel like slashing my wrist now, it's true adn don't look down on me
for that i know people discriminate.
A few weeks ago, I remember looking for a new something (tv show, book, celeb, movie.. basta whatever) to go fannish over.
Yeah, it's an affliction of some sort. My affliction.
Fall TV season is still months away and for me, that's too long a wait.
I need something to look forward to, something to jumpstart my energy level, something to keep me stupidly smiling all for most part of the day.
I need it to feed the rabid journalist wannabe in me.
Weylll, I think I might have gotten more than what I've bargained for.
One lazy Sunday afternoon, I've unexpectedly stumbled upon a new fandom. And after two weeks of being in hyper research mode, I'm afraid I have fallen headoverheels toptotwinkletoes addicted to it.
Hindi funny ha. Even I don't understand it. I mean... halllerrrr I don't like reality tv. I don't watch star search kind of shows. It's why I didn't get caught up in Survivor and Amazing Race and why I didn't even bother with Starstruck or SCQ. Not to mention American Idol and the barrage of local versions it spawned.
It's not that nagfi-feeling elitist ako. Or that I don't appreciate raw talent or feel a certain morbid fascination while watching competitive "team" spirit at its worst.
It's the whole backbiting, scheming and moneymaking politicking in those contests that turn me off. I don't like investing in and rooting for an obviously talented contestant for weeks on end only to watch in slow motion and sit in stony silence as the not-so-talented-yet-popular-and/or-rich contestant bring home the bacon millions.
Pweh.
At isa pang pweh.
I know that the world is anything but fair pero it still breaks my heart when shit like these happens.
Kaya this whole SCQ thing?
Yeah, it's baffling.
Imagine. I haven't watched a single ep of the contest. I've only seen a few minutes of Fanatic before launching onto nethead mode.
Yet now, I've all the signs and symptoms of a junkie.
And sa lagay na yan, I don't even get to watch MTB and Reload on account of me still being at the office.
Ohgod, I am junkie.
Oo, Ok Ako!
Yata.
I mean, I won't deny that I'm no stranger to fangurling on local celebs. I distinctly remember going through roughly the same thing with Gimik.
*cringe*
Pero duuuude.. nung highschool pa yun eh. So parang feeling ko, meron pa kong *ahem* "excuse" sa pinaggagagawa ko dati. *lolz* At nung humupa na nga ang "kahibangan" ko, ipinangako ko sa aking sarili na, "never again" akong magpapaka-"fan" nang ganoon. Unang una, magastos. Yung tipong bibili ka ng mga kung anik anik na fan magazine "for collection's sake." Pangalawa, nakakapagod. Kasi shempre, asa Pinas ka, asa Pinas rin sila. Alangan namang hindi mo naising masiyalan at magpa-autograph *snicker* man lang sa kanila?! Pangatlo, lubhang nakakapagod talaga. Dusa ang aabutin mo maging bahagi lang ng live audience ng mga lech na noontime show/fans day na yan. At shempre, papayagan ba naman ako ng mga magulang ko na mag-isa pumunta?
Diosme.
*facepalm*
Basta, kahila-hilakbot ang Gimik days ko noon.
Kaya nga ayoko na sanang maulit pa yun.
Ngunit batay sa mga kaganapan sa aking buhay nitong mga nakaraang araw, masasabi kong huli na yata ang lahat.
Kay bilis ng mga pangyayari!
Ibang lebel na itoh. Lubhang nakawiwindang 'teh.
MAKE THIS AS BIG AS YOU WANT.
and chatter and chatter.
like monkeys do, with a width of maximum 480px
piteh piteh bombom, make it center and make it lovely
make nice color combinations to fit in :D
make it more greyish to fit into this theme.
so with it being resplendent, let's drink
yes, to our hearts content and delight :)
STAY HAPPY AND CHEERS
* sounds of hitting glasses
having been in hwa chong institution (just like make it long so
you can preview a long post or wad that fits right down underneath which i think i shall crap all
day today) my eyes have been wanting to close since 20:00 (8PM)), I was so tired, cause the syllabus
in hwachong is really so hard that no one can sleep really well. The new CSE classes (aka. Centre
for Scholaristic Excellence) and is also known for it's famous nickname Cannot Sleep Everyday or
Early. Is like even the teachers know, so the homework is reduced, but it's like OMG! will die, this
year already so hard, next year i say "die!" mati already lar. arghs!NEXT, A RIOT OF COLORS, WHAT DO
YOU THINK OF ME. AND I KNOW THAT I BRUISE EASILY. LEAP OF FATE LIKE i never know and i'm learning to
fly and a safety net to cushion the blow. and i feel so suicidal and note "I BRUISE EASILY" and be
gentle when you handle me.
hello once again, i have been having nightmares,no one is doing
work for my project , whcih is true. supposed to do "family planning" is like whatever lar, when
will we be able to use it not like very soon we are gonna have kids, settle down, earn money have
NSman relief or whatsoever or even Children Relief, is like wtf. I am eating CIGAR ROLLS, they are
vilina flavoured and jsut finished my bowl of ice cream which tasted so mixed, haha btu it was ncie
to me (: I like mix of flavours liek suddenly a RIOT of colors and A EXPLOSION of taste! I mean like
it's really impactful come to think about it, and cause my project has to be handed in by friday so
i shall rush typign finish this retarded paragraph. like hello! ello! buhello! darkdegree will go on
HIATUS soon. and i am so emo, i feel like slashing my wrist now, it's true adn don't look down on me
for that i know people discriminate.