/ 5:24:00 PM

Disturbing News #2:



Ohmyeffingawd. SpyDaddy sucked face with SpyAuntie! *blinks* Ohmyeffingawd. Well, technically, she started it, but he did kiss her back so.. Ohmyeffingawd.



I don't care if it makes for a very juicy storyline. I don't even care that Isabella Rossellini makes a passable Katya to Lena Olin's Irina. And I don't care that IR fits the Derevko profile a lil too perfectly.



All I know and all I care about is this: that while the SpyMommy is terribly MIA, SpyDaddy shouldn't be swapping DNA with anybody else and most certainly not duelling tongue with, of all people, the SpyAuntie! That is just... yeew. Incongruous. Unacceptable. All sorts of squicky.



To say that I'm overprotective of the SpyMommy would be understating the depth of my sentiment. Insanely possessive, now that's more like it. I'm insanely possessive that everything that is Irina's should remain hers and hers alone. On top of the list is the SpyDaddy, of course.



I've seen a vid clip of that effin liplock from the latest episode and after my outrage over the scene died down, I was back in the same black hole I've been since the third season started. I think I've never missed the SpyMommy more.



Meep. I want my SpyMommy back on the show. Come back to us, Lena, come back!!!

~^~^~^~^~

Delaying Tactic #5



My big layout change has been pushed back since uhm, forever(?)



DT #1: Too lazy (being a bum)

DT #2: Too busy (being sumbody else's bum)

DT #3: Too bummed (by the entire hassle & bustle of redesigning)

DT #4: Too.. uhm.. er.. ah basta!



And now it just occurred to me that I have another problem. I just realized I'm having attachment issues with the header pic I'm using with this one. I like it too much to let go.



Excuses, exschmuses.



Hee.



No really... I like the pic.



So now what? Erm.. I'm not sure. I've been planning on an Emily the Strange layee but since Mara beat me to that, I'm back to either a CSI or Alias-inspired one. By when? *sighs* I honestly don't know. It's not that it's not part of my priority list. It's just that I'm not feeling particularly creative lately. My Muse is on hiatus. Let's just hope that she comes back.

~^~^~^~^~

Fanfic Update a.k.a Missing My Muse (II)



I've been able to write just one fanfic since the year began. It's about 3500+ words long but still a single piece anyhow. Now how sad is that? Oh mehn, that's pretty depressing, since I was able to complete 6 fics in a little over 2 weeks last year.



Is it because the relative "newness" has worn off? Hmm.. it is possible but methinks it's more than that.



When I'm on a writing frenzy, I don't even have to think about what I want to write. The words just keep on coming. Think "stream of thoughts" in its literal sense.
It's as if I cease to be the originator and I become this medium, just this tool to get the words into paper. It's like the words demand to be written, regardless of whoever's on the writing end. It's rather freaky if you were to dwell on the imagery too much but that's exactly how it is.



And now I miss feeling like that. I've been busy doing a lot of noncreative stuff (re: work) lately that it appears my Muse has decided to take a leave of absence. Without even telling me. No word yet on when she'll be back. I'll keep you posted. But believe me, you'd definitely know if she's back. It would be pretty hard to miss it.

~^~^~^~^~

Etcetera



Last night, about 6ish, I began thumbing through the pages of Bram Stoker's Dracula. I hadn't planned on buying it in the first place but Booksale had it for P40 so what the hey diba? Lolx. Called it a night earlier than usual so I wasn't able to finish it. I have about 1/4 left to go. So far, I'm still waiting for the story to get *bloody* interesting. Nasanay lang siguro ako with Anne Rice and Laurell Hamilton vamp stories kaya I found this one surprisingly "tame."



Our landline's acting up so no internet for me last weekend. Crap. And we won't be having it back for the next few days, so it seems. Double Crap. So I practically slept the entire Sunday away.



I have a headache now. Yes, there seems to be such a thing as too much sleep.

PROFILE: I am blah from class here and is born on 00/00/00, time. and so love me like this. I was so cute, I am totally an element that you'd never ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well, when love sync (elissa) let me hear Cry-Rihanna, i have been like addicted to it like drugs- oh wait. it's worse than drugs, it's better, more addictive than drugs. listen to that song! and this is one of my last blogskin that i will produce until the EOYs of 2008, cause i flunked Biology, ARGHS! OMG I SURE DIE LIKE !@#$% and i am emo now like under ltos of peer pressure and bad seniors.



having been in hwa chong institution (just like make it long so you can preview a long post or wad that fits right down underneath which i think i shall crap all day today) my eyes have been wanting to close since 20:00 (8PM)), I was so tired, cause the syllabus in hwachong is really so hard that no one can sleep really well. The new CSE classes (aka. Centre for Scholaristic Excellence) and is also known for it's famous nickname Cannot Sleep Everyday or Early. Is like even the teachers know, so the homework is reduced, but it's like OMG! will die, this year already so hard, next year i say "die!" mati already lar. arghs!NEXT, A RIOT OF COLORS, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME. AND I KNOW THAT I BRUISE EASILY. LEAP OF FATE LIKE i never know and i'm learning to fly and a safety net to cushion the blow. and i feel so suicidal and note "I BRUISE EASILY" and be gentle when you handle me.




hello once again, i have been having nightmares,no one is doing work for my project , whcih is true. supposed to do "family planning" is like whatever lar, when will we be able to use it not like very soon we are gonna have kids, settle down, earn money have NSman relief or whatsoever or even Children Relief, is like wtf. I am eating CIGAR ROLLS, they are vilina flavoured and jsut finished my bowl of ice cream which tasted so mixed, haha btu it was ncie to me (: I like mix of flavours liek suddenly a RIOT of colors and A EXPLOSION of taste! I mean like it's really impactful come to think about it, and cause my project has to be handed in by friday so i shall rush typign finish this retarded paragraph. like hello! ello! buhello! darkdegree will go on HIATUS soon. and i am so emo, i feel like slashing my wrist now, it's true adn don't look down on me for that i know people discriminate.

see you there at hiatus land.

/ 5:24:00 PM

Disturbing News #2:



Ohmyeffingawd. SpyDaddy sucked face with SpyAuntie! *blinks* Ohmyeffingawd. Well, technically, she started it, but he did kiss her back so.. Ohmyeffingawd.



I don't care if it makes for a very juicy storyline. I don't even care that Isabella Rossellini makes a passable Katya to Lena Olin's Irina. And I don't care that IR fits the Derevko profile a lil too perfectly.



All I know and all I care about is this: that while the SpyMommy is terribly MIA, SpyDaddy shouldn't be swapping DNA with anybody else and most certainly not duelling tongue with, of all people, the SpyAuntie! That is just... yeew. Incongruous. Unacceptable. All sorts of squicky.



To say that I'm overprotective of the SpyMommy would be understating the depth of my sentiment. Insanely possessive, now that's more like it. I'm insanely possessive that everything that is Irina's should remain hers and hers alone. On top of the list is the SpyDaddy, of course.



I've seen a vid clip of that effin liplock from the latest episode and after my outrage over the scene died down, I was back in the same black hole I've been since the third season started. I think I've never missed the SpyMommy more.



Meep. I want my SpyMommy back on the show. Come back to us, Lena, come back!!!

~^~^~^~^~

Delaying Tactic #5



My big layout change has been pushed back since uhm, forever(?)



DT #1: Too lazy (being a bum)

DT #2: Too busy (being sumbody else's bum)

DT #3: Too bummed (by the entire hassle & bustle of redesigning)

DT #4: Too.. uhm.. er.. ah basta!



And now it just occurred to me that I have another problem. I just realized I'm having attachment issues with the header pic I'm using with this one. I like it too much to let go.



Excuses, exschmuses.



Hee.



No really... I like the pic.



So now what? Erm.. I'm not sure. I've been planning on an Emily the Strange layee but since Mara beat me to that, I'm back to either a CSI or Alias-inspired one. By when? *sighs* I honestly don't know. It's not that it's not part of my priority list. It's just that I'm not feeling particularly creative lately. My Muse is on hiatus. Let's just hope that she comes back.

~^~^~^~^~

Fanfic Update a.k.a Missing My Muse (II)



I've been able to write just one fanfic since the year began. It's about 3500+ words long but still a single piece anyhow. Now how sad is that? Oh mehn, that's pretty depressing, since I was able to complete 6 fics in a little over 2 weeks last year.



Is it because the relative "newness" has worn off? Hmm.. it is possible but methinks it's more than that.



When I'm on a writing frenzy, I don't even have to think about what I want to write. The words just keep on coming. Think "stream of thoughts" in its literal sense.
It's as if I cease to be the originator and I become this medium, just this tool to get the words into paper. It's like the words demand to be written, regardless of whoever's on the writing end. It's rather freaky if you were to dwell on the imagery too much but that's exactly how it is.



And now I miss feeling like that. I've been busy doing a lot of noncreative stuff (re: work) lately that it appears my Muse has decided to take a leave of absence. Without even telling me. No word yet on when she'll be back. I'll keep you posted. But believe me, you'd definitely know if she's back. It would be pretty hard to miss it.

~^~^~^~^~

Etcetera



Last night, about 6ish, I began thumbing through the pages of Bram Stoker's Dracula. I hadn't planned on buying it in the first place but Booksale had it for P40 so what the hey diba? Lolx. Called it a night earlier than usual so I wasn't able to finish it. I have about 1/4 left to go. So far, I'm still waiting for the story to get *bloody* interesting. Nasanay lang siguro ako with Anne Rice and Laurell Hamilton vamp stories kaya I found this one surprisingly "tame."



Our landline's acting up so no internet for me last weekend. Crap. And we won't be having it back for the next few days, so it seems. Double Crap. So I practically slept the entire Sunday away.



I have a headache now. Yes, there seems to be such a thing as too much sleep.